Minggu, 05 Februari 2012

Doaku disetelah sujud terakhir



Tuhan untuk kali ini aku kalah lagi, aku kembali mencintai seseorang melebihi cintaku padaMu bodoh rasanya bila diingat bahwasanya dia kini meninggalkanku tapi engkau sedikitpun tak pernah meninggalkanku walau aku selalu berpura2 terkadang lupa padaMu, maaf tuhan aku salah hukum aku dengan caraMu maaf,.

Tuhan aku tak mau begini lagi setiap aku mulai berani mencintai aku selalu lupa padaMu ingatkan aku ya allah jangan biarkan, aku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
rasanya sangat sakit ya allah,.

Tuhan tapi hari ini aku begitu merindukanNya, sedang apa dia? tolong jaga dia disana bahagiakan dia, sayangi dia ya allah, bahagiakan kami ya allah walau kami tak mungkin bersama
Tolong jaga dia disana ya allah, aku sayang dia T.T miris rasanya,
suatu hari jika kami bertemu lagi semoga masing2 kami telah menemukan sosok yang seharusnya untuk kami, jangan buat kami saling menyakiti lagi..

Tuhan,.
kenapa hari ini aku begitu ingin dengar kabarnya,.
apa dia merasakan hal yang sama??

Tuhan,.
sayangi kami, kalau memang kami tak seharusnya maka jauhkan kami dengan cara yang baik
dekatkan kami dengan orang yang lebih baik dari diri kami, yang akan membuat kami lebih baik

Tuhan,.
aku tahu kau selalu mendengarkanku, mendengarkan doa kami
jika memang doaku berbeda dengannya, biarlah tak apa, dengarkan doa kami ya allah berikan kami yang terbaik selalu,.

Tuhan, tak ada yang sempurna di dunia ini,
hanya engkau maha sempurna, tapi sempurnakanlah kami dengan rasa yang luar biasa saat kau ciptakan dunia, ciptakan adam dan hawa

Tuhan,
untuk malam ini tolong sampaikan aku merindukannya walau hanya lewat mimpi, buatlah dia tersenyum dimimpinya saat melihatku, biarlah walau hanya mimpi, bahagiakan kami tolong bahagiakan kami dengan caraMu, bukan dengan cara kami

Tuhan,.
malam ini di sujud terakhirku
aku ingin mendoakan untuk kebahagian kami, semoga kami bahagia dengan cintaMu ya rabb malam ini di sujud terakhir shalat isyaku
doaku,.
Pertemukan dia dengan tulang rusuknya
dan pertemukan aku sang rusuk dengan yang memilikiku
amiin, amiin yaa rabb

GanBaTTE girLz

Sabda :

Rasulullah bersabda :

"Allah SWT itu santun dan pemurah
dia merasa malu pada hamba-Nya
jika hamba-Nya mengangkat kedua tanganya
memohon pada-Nya
kemudian membiarkan kedua tangan hamba-Nya
kosong (tidak dikabulkan)"

love this much ^^

GanBaTTE girLz

Sayap-sayap Patah by Kahlil Gibran (y) ^^

Wahai Langit

Tanyakan pada-Nya

Mengapa dia menciptakan sekeping hati ini..

Begitu rapuh dan mudah terluka..

Saat dihadapkan dengan duri-duri cinta

Begitu kuat dan kokoh

Saat berselimut cinta dan asa..

Mengapa dia menciptakan rasa sayang dan rindu

Didalam hati ini..

Mengisi kekosongan di dalamnya

Menyisakan kegelisahan akan sosok sang kekasih

Menimbulkan segudang tanya

Menghimpun berjuta asa

Memberikan semangat..

juga meninggalkan kepedihan yang tak terkira

Mengapa dia menciptakan kegelisahan dalam relung jiwa

Menghimpit bayangan

Menyesakkan dada..

Tak berdaya melawan gejolak yang menerpa…

Wahai ilalang…

Pernah kan kau merasakan rasa yang begitu menyiksa ini

Mengapa kau hanya diam

Katakan padaku

Sebuah kata yang bisa meredam gejolak hati ini..

Sesuatu yang dibutuhkan raga ini..

Sebagai pengobat tuk rasa sakit yang tak terkendali

Desiran angin membuat berisik dirimu

Seolah ada sesuatu yang kau ucapkan padaku

Aku tak tahu apa maksudmu

Hanya menduga..

Bisikanmu mengatakan ada seseorang di balik bukit sana

Menunggumu dengan setia..

Menghargai apa arti cinta…

Hati yang terjatuh dan terluka

Merobek malam menoreh seribu duka

Kukepakkan sayap-sayap patahku

Mengikuti hembusan angin yang berlalu

Menancapkan rindu….

Disudut hati yang beku…

Dia retak, hancur bagai serpihan cermin

Berserakan ….

Sebelum hilang di terpa angin…

Sambil terduduk lemah….

Ku coba kembali mengais sisa hati

Bercampur baur dengan debu

Ingin ku rengkuh…

Ku gapai kepingan di sudut hati…

Hanya bayangan yang ku dapat….

Ia menghilang saat mentari turun dari peraduannya

Tak sanggup ku kepakkan kembali sayap ini

Ia telah patah..

Tertusuk duri-duri yang tajam….

Hanya bisa meratap….

Meringis..

Mencoba menggapai sebuah pegangan..



GanBaTTE girLzGanBaTTE girLz

Wise Quotes ^^

“Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
Bernard Baruch

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”
Dr. Seuss

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
Marilyn Monroe

“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.”
Albert Einstein

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
Dr. Seuss

“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.”
Mae West

“Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.”
Albert Camus

“Without music, life would be a mistake.”
Friedrich Nietzsche, Twilight of the Idols

“A woman is like a tea bag; you never know how strong it is until it's in hot water.”
Eleanor Roosevelt, You Learn by Living

“If you don't stand for something you will fall for anything.”
Malcolm X

2NE1 - It Hurts (아파) MV [HD]



GanBaTTE girLz

Stuck On You by Stacey Orrico



I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin'
I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging on a string
Why you make me cry
I tried to give you everything
But you just give lies
I ain't trippin'
I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin'
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin' of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record
That's been skippin' in my head
I keep singing Yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

I ain't trippin'
I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin'
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin' of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin'
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin' of you
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin' of you
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck on you

GanBaTTE girLz

4 Februari 2012, i always love nature ^^

i
my birthday party,.
sederhana tapi berkesan,.
walau tak bersama kekasih tapi saia pergi bersama kawan tersayang ^^
terimaksih teman, kamu selalu ada saat saia galau, bete, sedih, senang semoga tuhan selalu memberi kamu kebahagian supaya kamu tetap selalu menemaiku,.
*big hug buat kamu bubup* hehehehhe

"Terlantun sebuah doa, dari semua orang"

terimakasih untuk semua hati yang diberikan, walau orang yang tersayang tak hadir, lebih memilih untuk membenci, untuk kamu yang disana aku tau mungkin aku tak pantas untukmu, tapi aku tau suatu hari masing-masing dari kita berhak dapatkan yang terbaik
terimakasih untuk sekedar kenangan yang pernah kita buat, tak salah aku pernah mencintaimu karena satu hal, berkat mencintaimu aku tau akan artinya "tetap menjaga" terimakasih luka yang kamu buat menjadikan aku semakin dewasa, semakin mengerti bahwa setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan dan untukmu perpisahan ini begitu indah ^^ terimakasih untuk semua cela dan canda yang kau berikan, semoga Tuhan segera memberi kita seseorang yang jadi cinta terakhir untuk kita ^^ amiin yaa rabb

Tuhan sayangi kami, tuhan peluk kami, tuhan aku tak mau sendiri, tuhan terimakasih untuk semuanya, jaga dia disana agar suatu hari saat kelak kami bertemu nanti, aku mau bilang "terimakasih penah menjadi sahabat terbaikku" ^^



GanBaTTE girLz

Sabtu, 28 Januari 2012

G.a.La_u -___-"

apa c artinya, tapi kali ini im really really in GALAU
hate to say that but it's true
untuk ke2 kali na, diperlakukan menyebalkan oleh PRIA
hei kamu!!!!
didpan muka loe gw emg ga bisa marah2 tapi disini gw mau marah besar ma lw
lw pikir lw sapa berani-berani memperlakukan saia seperti ini argghhhhh pengen nabok mukamuh yg ga bagus itu, sok keren sok bener ehhh aa gym juga yg ustad tetep aja punya salah pake acara poligami, situ pikir situ sempurna heiii ga da manusia yg sempurna termasuk kamu, or saia,.
bukan kamu yg saia tangisi tapi kebodohan saia yg percaya sama kamu,.
jiihh semoga kamu mendapat balasan yg setimpal dr ALLAH SWT . aminn
kita liat saja nanti siapa yg tertawa di akhir acara, yg jelas SAIA bukan KAMU!!!!

GanBaTTE girLz

i'm the bset by 2ne1

Korean


[CL] 내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
제 제 제일 잘 나가

Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Oh my god

[봄] 누가 봐도 내가 좀 죽여주잖아
alright
둘째가라면 이 몸이 서럽잖아
alright

[다라] 넌 뒤를 따라오지만
난 앞만 보고 질주해
네가 앉은 테이블 위를 뛰어다녀
I don’t care

[CL] 건드리면 감당 못해
I’m hot hot hot hot fire
뒤집어지기 전에
제발 누가 날 좀 말려

[민지] 옷장을 열어 가장
상큼한 옷을 걸치고
거울에 비친 내 얼굴을
꼼꼼히 살피고
지금은 여덟 시
약속시간은 여덟 시 반
도도한 걸음으로 나선 이 밤

[CL] 내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
제 제 제일 잘 나가

[민지] 내가 봐도 내가 좀 끝내주잖아
alright
네가 나라도 이 몸이 부럽잖아
alright

[봄] 남자들은 날 돌아보고
여자들은 따라해
내가 앉은 이 자리를
매일 넘봐 피곤해

[다라] 선수인척 폼만 잡는
어리버리한 Playa
넌 바람 빠진 타이어처럼
보기 좋게 차여

[CL] 어떤 비교도 난 거부해
이건 겸손한 얘기
가치를 논하자면 난
Billion dollar baby

뭘 쫌 아는 사람들은
다 알아서 알아봐
아무나 잡고 물어봐

누가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
내가 제일 잘 나가
제 제 제일 잘 나가

[CL] 누가 네가 나보다 더 잘 나가
No no no no Na na na na
누가 네가 나보다 더 잘 나가
No no no no Na na na na
누가 네가 나보다 더 잘 나가
No no no no Na na na na
누가 네가 나보다 더 잘 나가
No no no no Na na na na

Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Oh my god

Romanization


Coming soon...

Translation


[CL] I am the Best
I am the Best
I am the Best
I am the Best
Th-th-the Best

Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Oh my god

[BOM] Whoever looks at me can see I'm kind of a killer
alright
This body is second to no one
alright

[DARA] You're following behind me but
I'm only running forward
I jump on top of the table you're sitting at
I don't care

[CL] If you touch me you won't be able to handle it
I'm hot hot hot hot fire
Before I flip something over
Please can someone stop me

[MINJI] I open my closet and
Put on the freshest outfit
The reflection of my face in the mirror
I carefully check it over
Right now it's 8
I'm supposed to meet up at 8:30
Tonight I set out with bold steps

[CL] I am the Best
I am the Best
I am the Best
I am the Best
Th-th-the Best

[MINJI] Whoever looks at me can see I'm kind of fabulous
alright
Even if you were me, you'd be envious of this body
alright

[BOM] Guys are turning around to look at me
Girls are following me
Being looked down on in the spot
I'm sitting at, every day is tiring

[DARA] Pretending to be an athlete, this snobby
Clumsy Playa
Like you're a flat tire
I'll dump you good for people to see

[CL] I refuse to be compared
I'm telling you the truth
If we're talking about my value, I'm a
Billion dollar baby

People who know a thing or two
They all know it so ask them
Grab anyone and ask them
Who is the best

I am the best
I am the best
I am the best
I am the best

[CL] Who? You are better than me?
No no no no na na na na
Who? You are better than me?
No no no no na na na na
Who? You are better than me?
No no no no na na na na
Who? You are better than me?
No no no no na na na na

Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata
Oh my god

GanBaTTE girLz

it's hurt by 2nei1

(blackjack)

[CL] Naega jun shinbaleul shingo geunyeowa gileul geotgo
Amureochi ankae geunyeowa kisshago
Naega jun hyangsu ppurigo geunyeoreul poomae ango
Nawa haetdeon geu yaksok ddo dashi hagaetjyo

[Minzy] Oorin imi neujeotnabwayo
Oori sarang kkeutnan geongayo
Amu malirado jom naegae haejweoyo
Oori jungmal sranghaetjana
Dwaedollilsoon eopneun geongayo
[Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo

[Bom] Byeonhaetni ni mamsokae
Eejae nan deo eesang eopneun geoni
Nan neol neol saenggak-hamyeon
Neomu apa apa apa

[Minzy] Amugeotdo aniran deut
Nae noonmul barabogo
Taeyeonhagae maleul ddo ee-eogago
[CL] Aniran mal mot-hagaetdago
Geu eoddeon miryeondo huhwaedo junhyeo eopdago
Janinhagae malhaetjyo

[Bom] Oorin imi neujeun geongayo
Oori sarang kkeutnan geongayo
Geojitmalirado jom anirago haejweoyo
Eejaen deo jalhal su itneundae
Dashi mannal suneun eopjiman
[Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo

[CL] Byeonhaetni ni mamsokae
Eejae nan deo eesang eopneun geoni
Nan neol neol saenggak-hamyeon
Neomu apa apa apa

[Minzy] Deo eesang yejeonae neega aniya
[CL] Naega saranghan neowa jigeunae niga neomudo dallasseo
[Dara] Geojeo munghani
Meoleojineun neol barabogoman seo seo ooleosseo
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Byunhaeya haetni? Doraol soon eopni?
Kkok bunhaeya haetni? Dorawajul soon eopni?
Byunhaeya haetni? Doraol soon eopni?
Wae byunhaeya hani? Gyesok saranghal soon eopni?

[Bom] Oh, kkeuchin geoni ni mamsokae
Eejae nan deo eesang eopneun geoni
Nan neol neol saenggak-hamyeon
[Minzy] Neomu apa apa apa

[Minzy] Apa apa
[CL] Apa apa

Translation


[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again

[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?

Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts

GanBaTTE girLz